ystday had our first friendly for the j1 squad against rjc. they didn't have their full team, i guess only 4-5 (including arvind, nice to see him) were in the team. we won 5-3 , i scored a hat-trick, but i'm still not happy. somehow, i knew it wont be this easy against other schs, or even a full strength rjc n yet we conceded 3 goals. i wasn't exactly pleased with my performance, not as dominating as i hope it would be. i'm a perfectionist in a game n ystday was no where near perfect. we still need alot of shaping up to do , this is a squad with potential. if everyone can stay n train hard, we have a shot. i'm glad we have a good keeper too. i really wan to win... n the moment i saw adib fell n sreaming, clutching his knees, it juz hit me so hard, are we capable without him? v unlikely, praying hard he's fine.

promos coming , work hard... days isnt as nice as be4.

still recovering from the dizzyness of my slp. so fast , a week has gone. isnt the best week i have, but i think more of these "weeks" are going to come. lost all hopes and motivation again, climbing back up this time is going to be difficult.

broke a florescent lamp at chee's condo court ystday , still sore bout tt(some things said werent v pleasant either). felt like i lost the touch of things, movements not as fluid as before . cannot let this carry on ah... i wan a medal next yr. i gotta change my style of playing. lost abit of my cool again. at night, mafia was fun, but too much will harm the harmony between us ah , haha. their discussion getting more heated.

tml marks the start of the short holiday , gonna do some studying, dun wan to let mr woo down even though physics is a goner for me. guess, some playing time is allowed too. wonder hows the celebration gonna be like tml ?? i'm in charge of games... -_-"

my legs hasn't been acting up recently thanks to the ankle guard, hopefully that tendon will be ready for the rigors once the real training starts.

"i'm still here, i juz cant find the courage to talk u again." blink ?