still recovering from the dizzyness of my slp. so fast , a week has gone. isnt the best week i have, but i think more of these "weeks" are going to come. lost all hopes and motivation again, climbing back up this time is going to be difficult.

broke a florescent lamp at chee's condo court ystday , still sore bout tt(some things said werent v pleasant either). felt like i lost the touch of things, movements not as fluid as before . cannot let this carry on ah... i wan a medal next yr. i gotta change my style of playing. lost abit of my cool again. at night, mafia was fun, but too much will harm the harmony between us ah , haha. their discussion getting more heated.

tml marks the start of the short holiday , gonna do some studying, dun wan to let mr woo down even though physics is a goner for me. guess, some playing time is allowed too. wonder hows the celebration gonna be like tml ?? i'm in charge of games... -_-"

my legs hasn't been acting up recently thanks to the ankle guard, hopefully that tendon will be ready for the rigors once the real training starts.

"i'm still here, i juz cant find the courage to talk u again." blink ?