ystday had soccer in the afternoon , i snapped again for like so many weeks. sry cow, sry pi , sry song , sry py, everybody la. i think if i cannot curb my temper, i shouldn't play next time la. power is nth without control.

had bp 45th anniversary dinner. met with the rest of bgang then go together. hahaz, first time we appear so formal. some of them looked really diff n nice la. walking back the long stretch of road is always nice. its filled with so much memories. even the 7 eleven is just like our own "bp " mama shop not forgetting our home lamsoon. then once everything settled , got to see some really old friends, sherelynn la , hew la , bugger la , yilin la, oon etc . felt so warm deep down. the air on our botak field still smells the same , like home.

its wasnt about the food ystday(cos it sucks ), it isnt bout sm goh , it isn't about the glamour, its about the reunion of the bpians whom we spend so much fun time with. i sang the bp song with so much pride for the first time , i bet all of them did. i cheered the bp cheer with memories flashing thru. our court yard was also ever so familiar. i miss the place we had so much fun. when our lives was about having fun , not like now. all the daily "peeping" activities, it still sounds so exciting to me . after ystday , when will i get to see all of them again ?? its like a dream come true for tt short 4-5 hrs , now we're back to reality, i dun wan to wake up, i dun wan to , i wan my life back ...

i was also looking forward to see her. i did , i was glad, v glad, but is it the best thing for me now ? the feeling all came rushing back to me . she still look just as beautiful. i plucked all my courage to take pics with her ( juz realised i've nv taken any pics with her be4) i'll keep this well. she has grown taller le , haha. i've nv been so much happier than ystday for the past 6 mths. it sure is a beautiful night.

but i'm having the hangover now. dunno how to explain. it sucks ... can the time just stop when i'm in the canteen ! i dun wan her to disappear in my life as time goes on ... i know my dream will come to an end, nv come true.

bpian forever , yo check it out !