i saw some of our bp ppl going prom juz now. ahhh... made me feel so sua gu. i've nv been to one! wat a waste... it would be so much fun i guess. anyway, they all looked real smart in their collar shirts and leather shoes, all dressed up for the prom king title! a pity i din see any girls, i bet they will looked equally nice as well. subconsiously or not... she came to my mind. i put my life as stake tt she'll have the most beautiful dress tonight. suddenly , i yearned to see her. i tot to myself, mayb i can juz sit down there under my block, wait for tons of 190 to go passed, i might be lucky enough to catch a few glimpses. how silly tt would be... many other tots flashed thru as well.

it all became apparent, ******** . . . nth else.

today i went to play mahjong at alison's place. after many encounters of losing, i finally won today. see, told u it was the bad feng shui at my house. i'll probably need to ban any further such activities at my place! before tt, i had training , so i took 853 , 171 n finally 190 to his place. travelling there, the long brick red stairs still has tt little tinge' of familiar scent. the now under renovation shelter, too, feels the same. hhaa... some things are so deeply entrenched inside, the 'feeling' juz wont go away.

tt aside, training is in the midst of the more intensive period le. so far v manageable , the frequent fitness has made me feel fitter as well. mayb my stamina still has room for improvement but i feel in terms of body conditioning wise, this is the best i've ever came to. hopefully , everything will carry on to improve n turn out fine, n my ankle will be able to hold on till after the tournament~ the team is shaping up well too, suddenly this has given me hope to put more effort into the team. i need to improve more... i wan to shoulder more responsibility when the team is playing, penalties ? freekick ?? corners ??? i wan it all ... the goal of a top 4 finish doesnt seems as far fetched as my initial intuition tells me so. we are not there yet, but within touching length. we can go the distance... we juz need the strength up there... its all in the mind.

anyway, i went for a leg massage yesterday , sort of to relieve the strain my leg foot has been experiencing. its good, v relaxing n it helps to relieve the strain. its abit ex... $25 bucks for about 30-40 mins, but its ok to pamper once in a while. i should go there more often ...lolx.

tml is sat again, finest day of the week ! in my schedule, saturday should be renamed soccerday. i'm having trng in the morning , after which is the usual soccer at chee's place in the afternoon, then at night we'll catch epl at yun's house n finally tml there's real madrid vs barcelona at 3am. wat a soccer packed day... but once sunday comes, its a long wait till the next "soccerday" again.

other than soccer n dota, nth interesting is going on in my life right now. probably i'll need a bit of spark to cap off a beautiful hols which until now, it isnt. i'm stopping here, (i have nth much to recap bout anyway) till then... tata.

the sun has been baking my skin, n my leg's taking the toll. too much intensive soccer over the past few days has caused my body to ache real bad. i'll juz take a break today n hopefully it will cease tml. juz realised i've became more competitive, be it for good or bad. mayb tts what i really need now ... n probably tt explains my mood, getting irritated by the slightest stuff. saturday still remains the best day of the week, the hours spent at yun's house nv fails to entertain. highlight of yesterday, "yishin's *toot* experience at eastcoast" haha, tt was really funny. something's still missing though... holiday is seldom this way.