gRr... my fever is back. gd thing is , i got 2 days mc . home sweet home for the next two days =) doctors nowadays are so ...... i went to one doc at 12 ++ am n the consultation fee for tt period of time is $58 ! -.- obviously i went awy... then the next morning i went to another doc, opening hour is 8.30, he came 1 hr later. one extortion the other irresponsible.


btw ah, who is the zoologist ?? nice try ... =Pp will u care ?

dear diary!

ystday was a long day lo, started the day at 7am ended at 2 pm... morning i had training , og thru some drills n stuffs, played 2 sides. think coach unhappy with some of their under par peformance, hope the current squad stays la. after training got the monthly player of the month award, jan was zhong n feb was nizar ... *tada* i won the award for march! quite a surprise, a pleasant one. i'm working in the right direction lo...


after tt went lam soon play with hy n siu kwok they all. had a great day of soccer lo, nv lost to any of the three teams there.... but the rain spoilt the fun. so we head to lot 1 to look for b'dae gifts for yk, pi , bug n ah sai. bought a che guevarra shirt for pi, an england shirt for yk, a keeper's towel for ah sai, n a lousy cheapo baleno shirt for bugger ( coz he always pang seh us one ) got a chocolate cake from polar n a small hello kitty cake specially for pi pi (tts alison's idea) sang them birthday song n stuff, guess they all enjoyed the belated birthday celebration. wasn't a big one but a celebration with best wishes from us.


after cake cutting , they go play mahjong lo... actually 12 supposed to go de, all bad gamblers, play until 1+ . alan lost the most la, hahaaz, pi pi n ah sai won the most lo. woodlands gang again... when i reach home already 1.40am le, wash up everything n online , till like 2 am , then went to bed. v v tired indeed.


v v soon , the week will start, mayb i will blog less, mayb i will online less often liaoz..~ well cya till next time! tatA~!

dear diary!!

today officially first day of sch liaoz. no more play play ard , time to get serious with work when it comes. wenhao wasn't there to go sch with me this morning, kinda not used to it , hope he comes back aj la~ orientation was abit sian , sat thru the 5 hrs talk in the audi, went to have lunch n head for training le lo. ah ya, this orientation abit no meaning, pon also nvm. og ppl all from my class lo... totally lost its meaning. had such high hopes for this second intake but still NO eye candy... ... at all. sad sad sad ~ hahaz =Pp


i dunno wats between me n big eyes tt i juz get so attracted to them. especially those big round eyes, clear outlines, long curly lashes, watery bright eyes... hahaz, sounds too nice to be true ? but there are ppl who has them... juz so beautifully created ~ catches n throws me off my feet with those electricfying stints. a sec is all it needs to mesmerise... like urs

dear diary,


yeah, i'm back from malacca, bet not many of u know i went. had a great time, but my fever threatened to spoil everything. it hasn't gone yet.


first day went to sch early in the morning, took a super long bus ride all the way to malacca. when we reach there, we ate at a famous peranakan restaurant. the food were all spicy which i din eat much too coz of my fever. it was nice anyway. after tt , we head to our hotel, the emperor hotel , a budget 3 star hotel , unpack everything n had a short rest. ard 5 like tt we set off for "henry gurney" malacca's young juvenile prison. they were all botak n looked kinda scary, but they were nice la, we also had a great game. we won 6-0. i din play , wasn't allowed to play coz of my fever. watch from sidelines so sian....


second day morning we took our breakfast le, then had a training session with Mr Raju, an ex malaysian international. he's v experienced, taught us quite a few things. even my coach kumar also learnt somthing from him. after the session we went back hotel, bath n went to Mahkota parade to shop. its quite huge, but not much things to shop also. bought a tee for my self n some souvenirs lo. i also got a necklace sort of chain from a roadside hawker, its called the "dream patcher". looks pretty unique to me..i got tt too. we only have like 2 hr to shop coz we having a night game tt day. all of us quite excited, none played at night be4, further more its at a stadium.
the stadium didn't quite match our expectation but its still a field with 4 big flood lights and bout 60-70 spectators. we even had linesman for the first time in my life. we were playing against their malacca club side, our sleague equivalent. we lost 5-1 but i had my best game for aj but my fever shot up after the game pretty badly. in the afternoon we filmed our own "kelme" freestyle outside our rooms corridor as the whole level is ours. had so many Ngs n stuffs... also had streaker. it was fun... olE! if possible i'll post the clip up here ~


day three, we din do much la, had some sight seeing n check out. went for a small buffet for our lunch n headed to the bee museum or something one. showed us all kinds of bees n honey. we even got to try the top grade honey. it was ncie but ex too la... after which we started our long journey back home!

tired after this three days... end of this trip also means sch reopening liaoz, tts damn fast n damn sian. no mood for sch ... ok la, end here liaoz. have a nice day peepz~ dream patcher, to patch our dreams together...

* Ted, was a 60 years old man who, had everything from career to status to wealth in life, but he had nothing in his love life. It was not because he wasn't charming enough back then. it was rather he could not get over the high school love of his. At the dying moments of his life, he recalled the times .... *

It all began decades ago. I saw this girl on my way to school. It was the first time I saw her, n she melts my heart at that very instant. She has such gorgeous features, black silky hair , flawless complexion, sweet smile , cute little dimple n a pair of the most beautiful eyes God created. She was like a fairy in the middle of all the mortals. I was glancing over at her in the subway, n everytime our eyes meet... I froze. I could feel my face turn red, literally.


She was by the far the most charismatic lady in Abraham lincoln high school where i was studying at. We weren't close, but at least we knew each other existed. Seeing her in school everyday sends my adrenalin pumping high, makes my heart skip a beat, n leaves me trailing in the wake of her backview. If her life was a play , I was only the redundant backstage crew. She never did know how I felt for her.


Then, came a twist. She came up to me one day "Hey ted, was it you at the subway i saw this morning ? " I might have appeared cool n calm but underneath, I was going beserked with joy. it was simple line but at least that shows she noticed me. Slowly things started to get better as we started interacting more often and grew closer. Of course, I fell deeper in love with her ~


I had this flame of hope burning inside me, wishing to be with her. I wonder does she feels likewise ? Doubt so... I reminded myself, maybe I shouldn't be greedy, from total strangers to where we are now, I should be contented. Still, I tried to drop hints everytime I had a chance, I don't know if she got it. (an idiot would have gotten it , those were obvious hints)


Then came out of nowhere the sucker punch when she asked me one night " if I were to have a boyfriend, would u treat me just as nice ? " I didn't have time to response or control my tears, it just flowed. My whole world collapsed on me... I told her " I will ~ " it wasn't a lie yet it hurts. Cant bear the thought of her in another guy's arm. A few weeks later , she sets off for Europe. Things changed since her return, we drifted apart. We were never like before again ...


she seems to be leading a happy life. I can only look at her from afar, trying hard every morning
to catch the same train as her at the subway, catch glimpses of her during tea time. A smile from her would sent my heart racing fast, but I know she's out of my reach. I've seen her out before with the "homosapian", she looked really blessed with love. Some nights I would look into the glittering sky, pray to God, thinking of my angel. Each time, the stars flickled as though they knew what I was going through... (adapted "My Angel, without wings " by George k korver )


To Be Continued ...

its been 2 days since our results, life has started to go on again. morning went to lamsoon with them, following which i went back to aj for my friendly against nyjc. we played quite well, but juz couldn't score. at least everyone is pleased with the performance which is the most important. we drew 1-1


then on my way back home , saw a familiar face on the way. hahaz, i met tiger. waved to him n he waved back lo. juz noticed something bout the face which i have been seeing for the past 4 years, it has aged. he seems like an old war horse but still with tt who-the-heck-are-you look on his face ~ when i first saw him i was like , oh did i pull up my anke sock ? did i tuck in ? i forgot tt i'm already wearing my aj pe t-shirt. i'm no longer under tt scary old damn tiger~ which brought me to oon's nick, " tt day marks the end of our ties with bp ". so true so true... now we won't have any reason to go back officially. every one now are also going to diff schs... mayb the first few mths we will still get together but after tt ... hmmm, i have a feeling it might change when they start getting down to work. sad la... bp is a nice place with nice ppl. still it was nice to see a familiar face at the end of a tiring day for me.


oh,i read a book the other time, mayb i'll post it here next time. i'm wondering wats wrong with my tag board ? gone missing le ... ? ok i'll stop writing here le, gd niteZ!

dear diary,


results was out ystday, tot i'll juz touch on it. yeap, went there at 10.40 am lo, " sight seeing " ma...hahaz, managed to see her lo. we walk ard sch... then until 1 ++ like tt go hall le. everyone was pretty nervous i should say. i was hoping against all hope tt i'll go on stage but i din! was quite glad when i saw some of them went on. we knew this time round, we din do as well as the yr be4 lo, the atmosphere was so much diff. who cares anyway~ =Pp i managed a 12 pts, not bad i feel, compared to the effort i've put in. this time my chemistry din disappoint me ! spent the most time on it ... thx ms eu also lo~ though she not in bp now le(bp great loss) my damn e maths got an A2 when i did the whole 10 yr series -_-" other than tt only got 1 surprise lo, literature A2. thx osgodby also lo~ i could done better though...


quite a nice day for me ystday la, but for some not tt gd lo. ah yo, some cried like they lost something like tt. but i think they really put in alot of effort ba. but exams i think need luck de lo, anna also only got 9 when she's always done so well. no need be too sad... hope they get over it soon. now must make such an important decision in my life... lazy to study gRr* yeah, gd thing bout anna getting 9 is tt she's mayb coming over to aj ... pengo also coming over. so more ppl joining me here le... this will make aj more fun.


dun wan blog le. before i forget, she did wish me gd luck! (^_^*) gd nitez!