i saw a kid ard 3-4 years old on the bus who was misbehaving. jumping ard and making alot of noise. the Dad of the kid, spanked her. she cried and ran to her mum who was sitting a few seats behind. " mummy mummy, daddy hit me. hit him back... hit him back!" she continued wailing awy. at tt moment i was thinking , how naughty can this child be. she was such a cute child, rounds eyes, bubbly cheek. but her action spoiled everything.

5 mins later, after all the wailing subsided, she was smiling again. to my surprised, she ran to her Dad and started playing ard with him again. it is so true tt children are the purest, who bears no grudges at all. it was quite a heart waming sight. it occured to me tt when a person grows up, this type of forgiveness and purity no longer exists. its everyone for themselves in this world out there.

holiday started for me. even though there's gonna be pw for a few more days, it still represent a slping chance for me. i'm deadbeat. all because of a game dota! its a nice game, but overly addicted is no gd. shall start refraining once op ended. training gonna start its intensive sessions soon. the passion is fading awy.....

ystday as usual went to play soccer. it was always nice la... enjoyed myself. got so many stupid moments like alan scoring tt "stupendous" own goal and my leg getting stuck underneath the fence! but i have a feeling my leg is giving way soon. i rented 2 vcds again... a chance to catch up on some shows i was dying to watch. n my dumb man u lost again!! grRr.... its so what-the-hell-are-u-guys-doing .

i got back my results... absolutely pleasing, juz like a gift made in heaven for me. for a few weeks, i mug my head off juz for these papers. the effort i put in far surpasses that of o level lo. mayb thats why the fruits of these labour taste exceptionally sweet.

much to my surprise, i got an A- for maths! ( ok, actually is 69 la, 1 mark lower than A, which is a B but A- sounds nicer ma) the biggest scandal was, i top class for chemistry. i scored 79, highest score i got for quite some time. my chem ST had tt stunned look on her face, my classmates too. hopefully i can get the improvement award again ?? from F to B , from E to A , this surely is no mean feat. i guess this is another case of an underdog success story. at least my effort paid off... i'm glad.

i haven gotten back my physics n gp but at least this 2 sub which i worked so much on din fail me. n i did not disappoint ms eu , ms soh (my chem st), mr phang (my maths st). especially ang (my maths tutor) whom had such high hopes on me. wateva i get for physics n gp will juz be bonus. complacency is something i would stirr clear of, this will juz be a stepping stone to the final pedestal.

several of my friends, are hanging on the edge with 3 O's , wish we can all get promoted together. sad to see them studying so hard n yet fare badly. sometimes it juz isnt fair. i would exchange 10 marks of mine to help them.

yeah, finally exam's over but life still not looking up either. kinda dreaded school for things to come which i dunno what and why. just had this sudden feeling of stopping everything , do things that i probably would like. i'm getting back results next week ... first time that i ever had this high risk of repeating. i think i definitely dun deserved to be retained considering the amount of work i've put in (bar physics) but exams all bout luck anyway. shucks...

nonetheless , these few days have been fun n relaxing for me after a tiring week of papers. training resuming soon i guess , so freedom is not a word found in my dictionary. hopefully returning to a simple life of books and balls will make time go faster ?

watched 40 year old virgin (M18) ! sneaking in was fun ... i think they have a system simply too penetrable but i choose not to name which cinema. the show was alright , pretty funny at certain scenes , but it was the ridiculous laughing of the audience that made the atmosphere more "comedic". of coz there are also scenes which suggests why its M18 =Pp would i be another 40 year old virgin ?? hahaz...(apparently not though)

going out for shopping later, hopefully , can set my sights on some shoes clothes or wateva. going to fill up my closet even more which means the opposite for my wallet. queensway will be a nice place to go for my soocer boots~! hopefully this time they have wat i want , unlike the other times. life's that much easier to lead without studies . . .