dear diary,

ystday went to chee house play soccer again lo, same routine la... then go yun house. quite fun la, some of them really super cold nowadays~ e.g alan. dunno whats wrong with me, get annoyed so easily, got a really damn short fuse man. think i always flare up quite easily only to regret my actions after wards. got try to cool down le, still its not showing much improvements. gRr*


hmmm, later we going out for steamboat. quite excited la, coz alot of ppl should be coming. the last time we went, we had like 13 ppl ? today i think will be close to twenty ? steamboat eating is fun with alot of ppl ard. but still got 2 hours to go... abit bored now. watched the kung fu hustle dvd juz now, so lame de lehz. stopped watching after 30 mins -_-"


today muz play my heart's out le, tml results going to be out liaoz ~!! hahaz.... dunno its gonna be =) or =( juz hope i dun do badly ya. alot of days nv talk to her le, a few times i msged her online but she doesn't seems to bother to reply. sometimes small actions shows alot... i'm still wishing she would wish me gd luck for tml, somehow it means alot to me. not going to write tt much le. wish everybody gd luck ! *(^~^)* will u ??

want to blog but dunno wat to blog -_-" not really in the best state physically n mentally nowadays. my temper is still not kept in check, grR* must work on tt more. results will be out on monday... it doesn't sound scary at first but now its starting to feel SCARY~ hope to have a nice weekend before the results on mon. nice to be going back bp again ... sec 4's will be there ? i hope. hai... think tts all i'm writing for this entry la. gd nitez!

oh yay~ so glad today is friday then can enjoy the weekend. tml aj is going to have a small fun fair, dunno whether will fun anotz. my class is selling sandwiches, cookies n potato salad, hahaz, juz have a feeling its not gonna sell coz the girls in my class are lousy cookerS! (biased opinion la) today lesson pretty slack la, managed to persuade ms lee not to have maths lesson. other than tt , din do much. was listening to jingjie's n justin's mp3 thru out ... they have some really nice songs. after sch do abit of logistics for the funfair tml then went for training at ite lo. hahaz, ite is really nice man, the building n everything is far superior than most jc. they have an air-con gym , water-heater-installed changing rooms, lockers for every class rooms, own street soccer court...etc. should consider going yeah ? =)

had lotsa fun at the training... they had 20 balls for the 8 of us training down there while aj normally only has like 12 balls for 25 ppl ~ contrast* they have the small hurdles to do hopping , standing poles which are taller than me to do dribbling in n out , own dummy walls for free kicks~ totally felt like a pro today. me yenhao n kim did some shooting excercises, while boon n nizar did the freekicks. after tt we did corners n played a short 2 sides lo. we trained with kumar's ite team 3 girls. they quite pro lo, bigger built than me -_-" n can kick the ball juz as well... equality ?? then back home, the aj girls lost 7-0 to greenview girls n the boys lost 6-0 to their guys as well. they are national champ la, tts why v gd n we put reserves in ma. but felt like playing against them now... but nvm next week gonna have a small north zone tournament~ we'll be back* !

yoz... got nth much to blog bout ehz, but juz feel like blogging la. ystday nth much happen , go sch , go yun's place, come home, eat , slp... tts all. today slightly better,at least i had cca, its better than going home n having nth to do. ok , we had friendly against hcjc. we beat them 7-3 the other time, so we were expecting an easier match. we din really switch on once the match start n they got n converted a penalty in the first min -_-" morale was pretty down , me n boon both had a bad half. we weren't the defensive sort lo, n kumar placed us together so obviously we are not going to win alot of balls. half time both of us were reprimanded. 2nd half slightly better la, i think my performance got improve abit. we went down twice but luckily managed to come back 3-2. still we got punished though, 1 hr of fitness tt is. almost collapsed, really tired. kumar really pissed off la... this friday , the rest have friendly against a strong sch, greenview sec, hope they do well. for me i'm off to bishan ite for training ... wonder wats installed for me...

tml gotta go sch again~ n its AGAIN. luckily its a short day lo, mayb juz gonna skip my chem so i can go off at 12.15... hmmm n its so sian, results like going to cmoe out next week le.. Grr* hope nth big goes wrong... ah nth to write liaoz la. go slp le... been a panda for v long liaoz~ *0_0*

for 3 hrs plus i waited , it all came to nth... when the reality sets in , my world came crushing in. i'm alone in fighting awy the loneliness... oh yeah, wat a v day~

hiyaz,

posted some pics of my niece n nephew, cute horz ?? darlingz of my family =) the ones in the "Do re mi" are chen jing, su xian n chen xuan. those 2 by the sides are siblings, the centre is su xian who is their cousin. then the bunny hop n see no evil de is wei da, my cousin la. see, complicated right, ard same age one is cousin the others are my niece n nephew. still they are all so adorable~hehex

let me update bout ystday. morning have friendly against nj. think we played quite well, not much major mistakes but still shaky here n there. i scored the opening goal in the 3-0 win , however, i still think i can play better. hahaz, played against oon, he not bad la, made a few dangerous run down the left, if only he can come aj lo. it was weird having him to mark me in the game =)

after the match took a cab with oon to mdm quek house, yin hou, yuhao they all already there. was taken aback by her house. its abit like a senior citizen retirement chalet, v nice n cosy. she gave us another ang bao again, mauhahz. before we came yinhou lost alot of money, mostly to yuhao so when we head to mr tan house, yuhao sponsored the cab lo~

mr tan house also quite nice, exquisite condo. ahhaz...his son yang yang the cutest, v cute n funny. but his wife doesn't seemed too happy with us making fun of her son~ *0ops* alot of batches of ex student was also there. met with mavis n her friends there too, played cards together with them n yinhou lost money AGAIN. gave him back $10 for him to take cab down to town.

next up we went to mr loh house, coz gay n sk they all there. mr loh house is nice too, modern bachelor kind of home. this is sec time i've been there le , last yr new year went there too~ but only thing bad bout his house was the fat cat.. luckily its abit zi bi so kept hiding in his room. apparently me n yuhao had lady luck shining on us, won quite some money there =) ahahz, god favours the honest ppl ma~ for dinner mr loh ordered 12 pizzas for us, (so nice of him) coz got quite alot of sec 4s, i mean ex sec 4s n the sec 4 batch now, the pizza was juz enough to feed all...we play ard, ps , watch tv , cards then ard 10 + we left le lo.

as for today, din do much. went to send my hp for servicing, hope it comes back soon. after which i went to yun's place meet bachelor gang . played ps2 n cards. hahaz... not in the best of luck today i should say. in the evening met yilin take some things from her then home sweet home.

now, i'm juz watching soccer match n dazing. thoughts running thru...oh ya before i forget, wonder who is tt annonymous tagger. leave ur name pls..~ n i dun understand ur tag ? anyway tml is valentines' day le. HaPpY vAlEnTinEs' DaY~ * ! (",)

bunny hop hop~

see no evil~

dun come near me!

pretty pls ?

biG smiLeyZ~

Do Re Mi ...

dear diary,

let me explain why am i at home first. i went to sch this morning realising i forgot to bring my boots along with me today. so after sch i had to make my way ALL THE WAY from sch back home n going back at 4.30pm for the training later. damn start to the day...

chinese new year celebrations over le, kinda sian going to sch. still much in the holiday mood. anyway, woke up on the first day of the rooster year pretty early. ate the steamboat thing again n went to my grandma place le lo. juz rot down there wait for relative to come , take angbaos n play with my little cousins. they all super cute. mayb tonight i upload a few pics of them here~ they love it when i help the "fly" *^_^* if only i could lead life as innocent n carefree as them ...

on the second day, went to watch "i do i do", -_-" not nice de... alittle little bit funny, thats all. after tt go my cousin house gather. go see my newest little relative, jerel. 3 mths old only, look so sweet when he's slping . plump plump de, like the tyre mascot "Michelin". we also played cards there ... same old new year routine la, but now tt i can only see them on next yr new year i dun mind going thru the same routine a few more days. so dumb one, should have juz made this a three day holiday ma ... = s

hmmm, this year new year abit no qi fen... mayb when one grow up , new year or not doesn't matter as much as when u were a kid. 2 days break from sch means more to me ah... hahaz. got nth much else to write le ... think tts all ba. sometimes life juz leaves u with a "sigh" ... hai.

hey! happy new year ! today is the first day of chinese new year, woke up pretty early coz slept v early last night. ystday went back to sch. look abit dumb going in with sch tie but still it was fun lo. after morning assembly we went canteen sit sit awhile bash up alison n pole'ed yuhao~ hahaz. then when the concert start we went up n stand outside( i got an excellent place lo *^_^*). its has always been me in the hall looking out at the ex-bpians but now, i'm the one standing outside =) feels great to be back...

the concert this yr not nice de, probably except the edi, zi chun, shao wei n lsf the singing part. edi n zhi chun were excellent, damn pro. the da tou wa wa for the lion dance was v funny too... n the ex-bpians also gave a loud bp cheer n bp bay! ~ missed all those ... after everything ended we went to office there lo, walk walk see teacher then bai nian but only mdm quek got hong bao =Pp lee lao shi even better, gave me two boxes of oranges to give out ! n yeah we damn no life, went to lamsoon lo... managed to wave gd bye to her before i left. ystday the sun was so so so hot, but had a nice time la. got arvind n oon whom we have not played with for a v long time.

ard 2 like tt we go home le lo, coz alot rushing home la. i reached home changed then go town for some last min shopping, bought a few more stuffs lo. when i came back its already time for the reunion dinner le... my parents n sis went to my grandparents place after the dinner, din go coz abit lazy la. was at home surfing net n finally fell aslp at ard 10. first time din survive past twelve for new year, felt as though i missed out alot when i woke up at 4 am... n i mean alot...~

these days my temper also has not been v gd... always flaring up so easily n gets irritated easily. sian lehz.. sorry to those whom are affected. dunno wats wrong with me also... some things has not been going well for me. hmmm, gtg le la.

~*Happy New Year*~

today wasn't a nice day = s everything was dull in sch, had a maths test which sux. endured long hours of sch time was hard... but still it all was over le lo. also had my training, again , din do really well. going to have a friendly against nj this sat, gonna feel weird having oon on the opposition team. wish him all the best too ^_^

oh yes, tml is new year's eve n we are going back to sch. quite the event i have been looking forward to but dun wish it came so soon, the next holidays would be long long awy... i think tml will be fun la ?? not really into chinese new year's mood anyway. must talk talk to alot of teachers, then mayb we'll have lam soon ? leave the details till tml la....

mood hasn't been gd these few days, feel like i'm missing something -_- the empty empty feeling again. physically i'm also down with a flu, sore throat n cough + 2 irritating ulcers on my tongue. i guess fever is next ... n my DUMB phone is also down.

grR* juz not my week... it doesn't feel gd. but who cares... ?

ok i'm back... had a tiring day of shopping. i think partly also coz i woke up quite early this morning when i slept so late the other night. at first we went orchard first lo... go far east shop shop, look for sneakers, look for bermudas, look for clothes... cant really seems to find any tts within my budget n suit my taste. then we headed down the streets, bought some food from taka n went into coffee bean for a refreshment...

finally when we finished, we went to take bus 14 go queensway shopping centre lo (again!) . had a great chat with yun , sk n bugger on the way. the rest of them all gay'ed off at the last moment n abandoned us~ always like tt. we talked bout quite funny stuffs la, mostly coz we missed the sch i think. well, at least the trip to queensway wasn't wasted. i managed to finish my shopping for clothes exluding my dunk though~ got a brown tee, beige bermudas n a black shirt. sk also got a levis jeans n bugger bought a "Fresh" tee with me. plus my boots opened up the other day during the friendly, so i had to get myself soccer boots too. bought the adidas F10 boots n a pair of shin guards( my previous one has worn out already). came back home full bags. wish to get a dunk asap.

i saw my cousins n auntie at queensway too. was nice meeting them, haven seen them for a v long time n i abandoned yun they all, felt a little bad. walked ard the shopping centre with my cousins a few more rounds, help them decide on some items . they went bugis after tt but i wasn't feeling too gd to shop so i came home.

my phone spoilt today *gRr* the Lcd screen hanged up on me. no matter wat i press, nth would appear on the screen. guess i have to send it for service le... hai, super sian lo. even if it doesn't spoil , no sms will be sent to me n no one will look for me anyway... = s hmMm..ok i go le. going to bed le... nitez~

hmMm, i started my own blog too(everyone seems to have one)~ totally so stranger to this blog, not really clear on how to use it but nvm it turned out quite well right ? =) having difficulty filling in the details on the left side box there, so forget it for the moment... its been so long since i last had a place online for me to write le. mayb this is a new start , a new beginning for me too. i'll hope this yr everything will turn out fine, nth of those unhappiness in 2004. will things turn out the better for me this time ?

mayb a short update on wat i did ystday... yeah,went to lee lao shi house sit sit lo, had small chats with her which she labelled me as a "paparazzi" -_-", edison, shao wei n zi chun were also there to practice abit of singing ?? then ard noon like tt i went out for a while, searching for clothes la, but wasn't in a v healthy state so din really had the mood to look ard. had abit of flu... i guessed its ok now ? *cross fingers* after tt , went chinatown "walk walk" n go to yun's house to celebrate john(yishin) and alison birthday together lo. well, din get them anything which made me feel quite bad, but i'll be sharing with a few of them who bought. they got them a cake lo, quite nice la. we cut the cake at yun's house the bbq pit there , did champagne *pop* n ended with a extra noisy yum seng which we all ran straight back up his house in case the security come scold us again. after the brief celebration was as usual lo, play ps , cards n watch soccer. my eyes were blood-shot , feeling tired probably from the flu virus ba, so din do anything much. went home ard 12+ , bath n go to bed liaoz. not an eventful day but a fulfilling one...

later going to search for clothes again coz din get any ystday, today muz at least buy a shirt back ah... = s n considering to get the orange nike dunk which bugger got but its $230 , abit ex. nvm la... we'll see lo.( orange is nice isn't it ? ) having a maths test tml too, grR. i'm juz gonna heck care... hmmm, i'll stop here le la. mayb update later or tml lo.

i'm missing you...