100th entry! I make it a point to read back every now and then. ahhh , all the memories to savour.

I met up with bugger( jaycob?!!?) , kang , hew and Sean (Hew's friend) after work yesterday. We went Wala for awhile before heading over to zouk without hew and friend. We thought Wala was a club but nope, Wala is a pub. It is still a nice place though, good songs and good company.

After zouk, me and bug tried to save on the cab fare so we hitchhiked kang's cab back to woodlands. We then walked our way from kang's place to admiralty and then back to woodlands interchange. Btw, we were supposed to walked straight to woodlands but bugger who was sure that his way was right took us to admiralty. It was a long walk and we had a nice long talk. contents to remain confidential. Talking about this, I kinda missed going to hong yun's place for soccer matches and all the confession sessions. Hopefully we'll be able to do that soon.

I feel like I'm searching for something. But I do not know what exactly am i searching for. We are all searching for the same things, its just that some have found it some dont. Sounding hopeful...

I'm home on my off day again. Dang, i gotta find things to do.

Everyone's not really blogging these days. Blog pls...

Alittle bit of love for me..

It took me some time to find a suitable heading to start this entry but in the end, I gave up. I'm determine to write something long today.

I've worked for 2 weeks already. I can say I'm a workaholic. I prefer going to work actually, than to stay home on my off days. Working has become fun to me. Its quite like going to school, when you're in it , you cant wait to leave. when you're out of it, you'll miss the fun of it. Now i'm just hoping the next 2 weeks will past slightly faster and i can get my pay. Seriously, its hard to earn money. You minus away my cpf , transportation and all my expenses, I'm hardly left with anything much. Thats why I'm on a thrifty diet. Absolutely no spending unnecessarily.

Working in this job has taught and made me realised alot of things. I'm only working short term, so whatever the job prospect is, doesnt really bothers me. However, some of my colleagues are there permanently. Its not that the job isn't good or anything, its just tough money to earn. I'm going to have to make sure I make my mark if (ever) I go to university.

Its also good that mine is a monthly pay instead of hourly pay. Sometimes we are made to do extra OT together, suffer this and that, but that kinda made everyone closer together. I just feel it wouldn't be the same with hourly pay where every minute is so precious. anyway, just to side track, my shop is having 50% discount! Its freaking cheap, come down shop ok. While stocks last! What are u waiting for ?!?! ( sales isn't doing well now, haha. must advertise abit).

We just had dinner with B gang people on tues. Its kind of like a send off for those going NS. Fast isn't it? Hope they'll get use to it and very soon it'll be my turn. I'll remember to bring prickly heat powder and Fabreeze or something. ha. i used to think army will be the benchmark for being an adult. i just feel i'm not that ready to be a grown-up yet. But i'll be forced into it when the time comes.

i'm starting to miss alot of things. Things that used to be part of my life and went missing. i'm searching for them. realised i've lost quite alot of things in life i've never managed to salvage. or rather, i never tried to salvage. i could have saved alot of things if i did try. sadly i didnt. now when i try to, many are no longer there for salvaging. i read this somewhere "letting go doesnt mean giving up, but accepting that there are somethings that just cannot be.." i've accepted too many too much...

zonked...

i rented vcds for my off day today. Watched Cars by pixar. Its a wonderful show i tell you. no wonder it was rated 4 stars, much to others' disbelief. i dunno why its nice, but its just nice la. there are lessons to be learnt throughout the show and i like the heartwarming ending that always goes with such show. go watch if there's a chance. i always have a strong affinity for cartoons, i just find them more enjoyable than alot of other shows. i doubt that will change in the near future.

lightning mcqueen... be the winner of my own piston cup.

HAPPY NEW YR PEEPZ!
what a year it has been seriously. highs n lows , highs n lows, (repetition!) certainly not for the faint hearted. soccer A div, emotional blips, 'A' levels... rough rough rides... (alliteration! + repetition). well, i've came thru everything rather unscathed, still i have regrets and memories that i chose not to bring along with me. anyway, for the new yr 2007 i'll just hope it promises more laughter, joy n love. 2006 will be gone in history. a good yr ahead everyone =)

for the last few days i've been working late night. shop closes at 12 for sales. its tiring of cos, but somehow i've enjoyed working there. lots of colourful character and funny ppl. that just made working alot nicer. of cos there are the usual villians that spy ard and backstabbing ppl, hmm, i'm getting used to tt as well. today is my off day! precious day for me to rest while the shop goes back to usual operating hours when i go back tml. just to emphasize again, guys that fold clothes are HoT ! ha... i do them 12 hrs a day, imagine the temperature in me! sizzling ... ssss