The A's , i can happily say now, is over... however, i feel i'm in a transition period. i do not know what to feel ? i feel pretty lost all of a sudden. Its like all the while my path was guided and i know where i'm going. but now, i'm left to navigate my own way. two words, aimless and helpless. i wish this feeling goes away soon ... i think i should list out a list of things i wanna complete in this 5 months before my ns. its hard having to wake up every morning and cracking my brain on what to do today. my mum used to tell me, next time when u dont have anything to study or when you've to step into society, you'll miss studying. i use to think " what crap!"but those were golden words which i can fully understand now.

i packed my notes the other day... (baa baa black sheep have u any wool?) 3 boxes full to be exact. tts quite a number of trees! its gonna be hard to part with these comrades that brave the grenades of exams and the bullets of tutorials with you. they have definitely made me stronger. Purple badge as a sign of courage and valor to my notes! *salute* At the same time, i'm begining to worry for my results. for subjects like gp n physics, its gonna be a tough fight. hopefully , the end result will not invoke too much unrest in me.

ok next up... whaat should i do tml ?? hmmm...