happy teachers' day.. the last i'll celebrate as a student technically. back in the bp days, we're always complaining how boring this is tt is. now that i'm in aj, bp does has a relatively much more interesting celebration n atmosphere. reminds me of cheering com as well. one thing remains the same though, which is the smile on the teachers face when u wish them a happy teacher's day. smile of satisfaction, warmth n pride.

i went back to bp today, after the celebration in aj ended at like 9.15 ?? tts early..familiar environment with a different feeling. kinda feel out of place. "change is the only constant". the teachers must be feeling gd seeing the products of their teachings come back, surviving well in the adverse conditions of higher education. its good to see them surviving well in the equally harsh confinement of education.

i look at the sec 1s n 2s .. i looked like tt last time ?!?! innocent + ignorance + petite features + "yay tml no sch !" look on their face. nth else seems to concern them. i dunno why , but i unconsiously pity them for they will be like me in a few years time. the margin for error , they will realise, is decreasing at an increasing rate. stakes are getting higher n higher. u dun screw up the only 1 life u have. u can only hope u have a screw driver in hand if u ever do, to unscrew.

somehow , its a dry dry day for me in contrast to the weather. watched monster house in the evening with bgang. lol... wasnt a v nice show, neither was it too bad. but i dun mind la, cos i really think the company once in a while (regardless of the quality of the movie) is fun to have.

each time we rubbed shoulders, we looked away.
each time we were this near, it felt like infinity.
damn... this isnt wat i wanted.
and each time , i try to tell myself. . .