i came back today and took a long nap. woke up and sat there dazing. amidst all the studying, i felt a sudden sense of emptiness again. i think i need something which i can look forward to. busy searching for what possibly could do that and i found nth. i know how impt this exam is... but mayb that little bit of something i was looking for could make everything seems alittle more enjoyable.

i fear for the future if life is going to be anythign like it is now. i wake up each morning to drag my feet to school. i try hard to keep myself going during classes. when classes end, i took the long quiet journey back home. slp eat work slp.. and the cycle continues again. no sparks~

i watched click. it was a nice movie. how i wish i can have tt remote now. i would have probably set it to auto rewind! the past holds more to me than the future sometimes. n i definitely need more time to really complete my revision. i would love to try the chapter mode as well, revisiting the past and everything. then i'll know if anyone tried to poison my burger. morty morty, where are u ?! mayb if it happened to me as well, i 'll learn to cherish more the things i have. sadly, which i think i dont really do now.

100 days is all i have left. those precious few glances. i know i'm gonna miss tt few secs every morning.