i cant wait for school to reopen so i can finish all the tests and get it over and done with. i know i will regret saying this when sch reopens again but , holiday is Boring. this is just not the kind of holiday for me. i cant create the mood to study.now i can do with some indulgence among friends to keep me up, cant afford to be down.

chatted with a few girl friends bout world cup. ha, some of them seems to be more crazy than me over soccer. well, somehow it just feels good knowing someone of the opp gender shares such interest cos its not very common. the things they know are not superficial like , england = david beckham , korea = ahn jung hwan or brazil = fat ronaldo. they do know a thing or 2 which makes it even less common. but of cos there are some who simply cant be bothered with the world cup. lol. the other day i also saw this girl wearing france away jersey!! she was wearing spects too! i tell you, thats a pretty sight. i think girls look nicer in jerseys than guys do. haha

enough of self pity, i'll fight hard against my desires no matter how contradictory i think it is. i will. haven been studying hard. going to study le. -