i saw a short post on a blog n i found it really nice. but now i cant find it ?!? mayb its deleted or something?? sad. i know roughly wat it says but i cant remember the exact words. tot the words would really bring out how i feel. mayb its a sign tts all should be washed away.

tonight is one of the , i should say, philosophical night that i always have. juz kept thinking of things about life. i read celest's blog,and hahaa, i juz felt i want to do something to change my life. not so much bout the christianity part but juz wanted to do something to spark a positive change. mayb the "hallelooyah" song in the background did its magic, i was thrown into a sea of tots. tots so deep that either i stay afloat towards paradise , or sink beneath the abyss of the dark.

i think once in a while everyone should have such a night. some time alone to think n reflect. is this life the way u want it to be ?? i'm not too sure bout things...