sometimes it is gd to just take urself out of this world , daze n indulge in the excessiveness of the past. the past few late nights has prob given me the chance to do so. it's not the best feeling in the world but it juz feels gd to be doing nth, juz slouch on the couch n think.
i took a long long journey back . . . back to when i was young , a real addict of cartoons. back to primary sch days, the kid that always gets into trouble. back to the first day in bp, my first meeting on v'day with yilin (with complications) , my first few recesses with yuhao awkwardly, my first bp soccer jersey, the cheering com , the first day of sec 2 eagerly awaiting the new batch of sec 1s, the first time i saw her at the bus interchange n the days, the wearing of long pants to sch , provoking my girl next door sherelynn daily, being a "detective" with oon they all , lam soon challenge and even the takin of bus 190. a long long list of how everything n everyone took their place in my life. certain things that use to be so "big" then , has slowly lost its significance now. things change ever so quickly.
it isnt the most perfect , but i think its also wat tt makes my life the way it is. people n events shaped my life , n probably to a certain extent , they still do. looking back this way , is juz like another of tiger's lesson history. u learn wat was done, wat could be done n wat should have been done. given a chance alot of things wont be done the way it is n certain things wont be allowed to happen but this is IF given a chance . . .
anyway i'm back into the matrix of reality , the ominous forthcoming of the promos ... sets me back on my revision again. hoping the next time i look back , this period of time would be categorised under "well done".
think is powerful word . . .
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